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IS THE NEW SHITZZZ.

I am tired, very.
I miss my baby.
I hope he knows, i love him very much.

MSG = Makes Stuff Good.

WOMBAT = Waste Of Money, Brains And Time.

Yes, we may have had Joseph Stalin & Adolf Hitler,
But didnt we have Mother Teresa and Mahatma Gahndi too?

WITH LOVE.

We're surrounded by amazing people in our lives aren't we? Some are there through all our ups and downs, while sometimes the ones we really trusted leave us. But everything that happens and special person we've met in our lives are there for a reason.

Dom, it's been 6 whole months with you. I'm really glad i met you and started off with you 6 whole months ago. It was really, the start of something new. I never thought i'd be who i am today without you. You're my sweetest drug, the best i ever had. Thanks for everything all this while. I love you, very much (: Happy 6 months!

Sidenote! Challenge week = :D / :(
= mixed feelings about it! Oh well. Fun i would say!
New experiences, opportunities, independence, friendships forged.

PROMOS IN 4 WEEKS!

ilyvm, b!

With only one clear goal in mind,

• Study very hard for my exams/promos this year,
• Study very hard for IB next year (I have a personal target already),
• Pray that my family will stay together,
• Accept that reality changes people/friends over time,
• Stay positive/true to myself through it all,
• Keep god close to my heart always,

I will take on the rest of the 4 months of 2009 my life, to the best of my ability (:

I am Sandra Benny,

I am who i am,

I treasure everyone around me,

I love you, and only you,

and i wont ever change.

I know a hero lies in you.

HELLO!

Alright, just a quick update. I am really very very very stressed. I have so much of work to do :( It's bloody killing me. TOK presentation, history SBQ, essay, lit novels to read, math exercises, bio and the list can go on and on. Moreover, exams are in what, 6 weeks time excluding challenge week? Awesome much, i'm so eggcited for it! Heh, sense the sarcasm man. Someone should really just charge IB with assault of damage to the human brain, okay. Abcdefg!! God i feel like venting my frustration on something/someone.. Sigh.

Anyway. Friend's wise. Can i say things are going smoothly? I don't think so, aye. I dont know but i'm pretty much numb to everything already i guess. It hurts finding out stuff, or to put it in a more crude way, reality. It really really hurts. But oh well, people change i guess. And it's okay, cos i've accepted it.

Family, indescribable, speechless. :/

Sidenote, challenge week in exactly a week's time :D I hope i have fun.

I miss you dom, alot :'(

Ilyvm, i hope y'know.

And to you dom,

My love for you will never ever change,

i hope you know it.

With alot of love,

your silly girl.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YJj39K_-5Kw

OMGGGGGGGGGG ! :DDDDDD

I'm the one who wants to be with you,

HELLO!

Random update. School has been VERY stressful :( so many things due, work piling up, datelines coming and going, it's exhausting. But thank god history IA is over and done with for now :) Bio & math test too. But nonetheless, there's still more to come. Like, PROMOS. Ohmyword. It's scary just thinking about it! :/ But then again. It's IB, hello. Oh well, nevermind. I'll cope man, i know i can :) Positive!

Sidenote, I miss dom! Hahaha. He's like my sweetest drug lah. But it's okay if we don't meet and i know he's fine with it too. Cos afterall, as he puts it, why bother stressing ourselves out over when we want to meet now when we're already spending our lives together? Yay, i'm so happy :)

But then again, on the other hand. It's exhausting trying to mask my true inner feelings :( Nothing to do with dom at all. But, you guys, yes, you guys. Maybe i need sometime alone? I dont know. Oh well. HAPPY HAPPY, POSITIVE POSITIVE!

Toodles!

Deep inside i hope you feel it too.